Am at a family event, a cousin getting hitched soon, loads of lil kids running round making noise & everyone playing happy familys ...... NOT ME ..... i put up the big tent thing then just fucked off out the way (well me n my sis put the big tent up)
i just dont do the happy family thing infact i have sat myself alone like i am most happy & have killed the noise with my head phones listening to dexter as i type this .....
is it cold that i never want kids & the fact i dont like people? ......... dont get me wrong i have been told many times am a funny fucker & i know how to smile & play along & entertain BUT it drains me & i dont enjoy it ..... i may be AKA "klownz" but kids/dogs/new cars & corses, it all just pisses me off ........ i could quite happily fuck off & live on the moon by myself
my last job had me working with the general public & thats when i realised something i had suspected for years.... most people are pointless & not worth my time & it works both ways as i wouldnt like to impose myself on people .... i carnt stand people who like to have a imaige or old fuckers or teenagers