Member Blog Post

  I am feeling lower than low                                                                                                                                                                        sinking again -bleeding again- drnking again                                                                                                                                              you took my invition i took your liberation                                                                                                                                                  I m not proud of what i've turned into                                                                                                                                                          the fire of my hatred will burn you                                                                                                                                                                 you'll never see me shed a tear thow                                                                                                                                                            just stay away from me jus please stay far away from me                                                                                                                    you wouldn't like the monster I've become                                                                                                                                                 feel as I'll free fall any day                                                                                                                                                                               don't need this negotivity any                                                                                                                                                                         you pray to your god every day                                                                                                                                                                      let it fall on deaf ears                                                                                                                                                                                         he can't help me anyway                                                                                                                                                                                   i'm all ready dead                                                                                                                                                                                                must walk this world alone                                                                                                                                                                               the beast in side hungers again                                                                                                                                                                      changing me wanting me to let out the animal i'am                                                                                                                                 i'am so cold , have no soul                                                                                                                                                                               no one could ever love me                                                                                                                                                                               i would just drain you of all that you are                                                                                                                                                     just wake up an see that I would just kill you                                                                                                                                           its done swept through my cromazones                                                                                                                                                    no changing back to who I was                                                                                                                                                                    all I have no is the rest of time                                                                                                                                                                    I'll just be lonely                                                                                                                                                                                              only thing I have to offer is pain                                                                                                                                                                just let me live in darkness                                                                                                                                                                          feed upon others fear                                                                                                                                                                                   this is my missery                                                                                                                                                                                          just stay a way from me please stay far away from me