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man how is it that someone can call you their friend, yet say you lie all the time, call you a psychopath and be rude and obnoxious and say you've changed so much yet act as if you are the exact same and will respond the same to everything. i so don't get it. and she used to yell at everyone so much when she'd get mad at anyone and say people asked stupid questions just because we arent super geniuses like she thinks she is. i am so confused. she says everyone is wishy washy and flip flops on things all the time yet she does it too. she is also the queen of sarcasm as if it's a second language for her. she now says she won't yell or be sarcastic or mean or anything and shes afraid of everyone, yet she still does yell and is sarcastic and mean. and she says we cant talk about certain things because i feel weird or uncomfortable about them. hell i know certain topics make me uncomfortable but it doesn't mean i wanna ignore them or pretend they don't exist. idk she confuses me to no end. my biggest problem is, i think, that i can't tell her all of this. she thinks she's the only one who's right about everything. i love her dearly and don't wanna lose her out of my life for nothing but i feel dragged down by her the longer we know each other. i'm confused by her so much and everything i say feels like she's being so judgemental and just plain obnoxious.