Member Blog Post

I must say i enjoy a good scare, a good horror film. But i noticed how when im watching a scary movie, im in control. Now im a real life scary situation, i have usually no control, so i shut down mentally and sometimes phsically. I try to understand myself the best i can, but i seem to baffle even myself when it comes to who i am, what im cappable of. I struggle everyday with bullies, abuse, stuff i figure i deserve. People say it gets better, ill be fine etc. but i wanna know when it gets better? when ill be fine?