Because I miss her....
The only time I see you now
Is in the nightmares where I can’t get out
Where your eyes are yellow, with skin to match
And all the tubes are reattached
You look at me, but I can’t look back
I love you too much to see you like that
yet when I wake up, the guilt I feel
Reminds me what I saw was real
I left you there when you were leaving me
When you couldn’t move or even speak
So who am I to wish you were here
When I was so selfish to leave you there
Yet wish is all I seem to do
Because already I’ve forgotten you
The sound of your voice, your smile
Taken from me when I was only a child
Now Mother’s Day is just a constant reminder
Of who I lost, and that I’ll never find her
There will be no heaven in which we meet
No bible scriptures to comfort me
Your gone forever, this I know
The knowledge that slowly dissolves my soul.
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very beautiful
but so sad to hear at the same time.. time is a curious thing & love i doubt will ever fully be explained..
Murtr.
thx 4 sharing that!! 
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Thank you guys so much. I really appreciate you taking the time to read this and understand it.
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was my pleasure to read.. ty
& if you ever write more.. please send a group message. or personal 1 so i Can keep up with ya'.. thx again 4 sharin Murtr..
@boots
Thank YOU! I write all the time, I have notebooks full of poems and stories, guess it keeps me sane...or not
Interesting
Firstly, you have my condolences. And secondly, this poem kind of hit home with my grandmother. Although technically not my mother, she did love me like a child and I miss her every day. You hit a real side of this topic, congratulations.
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